Floundering

I'm floundering. There's a current aspect of my life I'm dissatisfied with, and I've sought other avenues, but the Lord seems to be holding me tight to the option at hand. I don't understand why... well that's a lie. I do understand why. It's because my heart about this situation is in such a sinful state. I want removal, escape, to close this chapter. He wants submission, repentance and faith. Easy to write, seemingly impossible for me to execute with grace.